You guys will recall that I'm considering getting my breast implants out. Well, I went for a consult with my doctor today to discuss just that.
He did not disappoint. He is still a tiny older man who wears brightly colored bowties. And he's really a nice guy.
After seeing my "before" pictures I had a small panic attack. I cannot go back to being so flatchested. I just can't. Can. Not. Do. It. So, instead I'll be getting the implants replaced with smaller ones.
I have always thought they were a smidge too big. And then I gained weight and they got bigger. Yes, I have psychophysio reasons for having the implants out, but the new implants will be physically smaller and lighter, so my psychophysio weirdings should abate a little.
In my mind, I look at these C cups and they just don't seem right. Even before the weight gain, when they were big Bs, they always seemed a little much. I think that after being a flatchested girl for so long, I just never adapted psychologically to them being so much larger.
My new implants will be considerably smaller. And yes, it does seem that in that case I might as well have them out alltogether, but no. No. Those pre-op pictures? I can't go back to that.
He did not disappoint. He is still a tiny older man who wears brightly colored bowties. And he's really a nice guy.
After seeing my "before" pictures I had a small panic attack. I cannot go back to being so flatchested. I just can't. Can. Not. Do. It. So, instead I'll be getting the implants replaced with smaller ones.
I have always thought they were a smidge too big. And then I gained weight and they got bigger. Yes, I have psychophysio reasons for having the implants out, but the new implants will be physically smaller and lighter, so my psychophysio weirdings should abate a little.
In my mind, I look at these C cups and they just don't seem right. Even before the weight gain, when they were big Bs, they always seemed a little much. I think that after being a flatchested girl for so long, I just never adapted psychologically to them being so much larger.
My new implants will be considerably smaller. And yes, it does seem that in that case I might as well have them out alltogether, but no. No. Those pre-op pictures? I can't go back to that.
5 Comments:
At 11:20 PM ,
J-Rabbit said...
I hate having big boobs, especially when they get really huge if I gain weight. If I had money, I'd have them reduced. Good luck with yours.
At 12:20 AM ,
Anonymous said...
Cindy, you do not look like you are pregnant!!
I want wider boobs. Can they do that?
At 4:50 PM ,
Eddie said...
My weight gain also happens in my boobs. I have a set of "fat" bras and a set of "skinny" bras.
btw, please note my new blog address. :)
--CE
At 1:19 PM ,
J-Rabbit said...
I have fat and skinny bras too. Is a reduction just lipo or what? Would it require additional reconstruction? I don't want implants.
At 11:03 AM ,
Anonymous said...
Yeah, we need another update here.
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